In a trap

i am fourteen now..i am in a factory...
a stupendous factory..that chruns out big man..
i realise now.. reaching my dreams...
will be just a serendipity...

Should i thank the world..
for giving the dreams ..that are not mine...
for trying to make me succesful in the world..
destitute of friends..leaving'em all behind...

i look at the horizons for the untamed wind
to blow me away from here....
i look at the large spread of fields....
to give me the mountains, with my pals up there...

but they are not answering...
and with a gasp...
i say to myself..
i am helpless... i am in a trap

Here I am

i open my eyes today...
here my journey begins....
this world i guess is a incubator...
that makes maverick me..

now i see the real picture...
the world to me beckons..
its so different from inside...
its calling me with open arms....

i want to go with the untamed wind..
rise with the sparkles from the hills..
i want to explore the surround...
i have finallly found a way out of the labyrinth....

Here i am......

tum kaun ho

hey roopsi tum kaun ho....
prayojan kaisa...
nit nit punah punah
tumhara janam kaisa....

Come to me

every day every moment
a feeling keeps nagging me....
who is this ...wat is this...
never i felt like this before....

why is it happening...why i feel insecure
for a thing... is it mine... i am not sure
every breeze that cooled my skin
now sends a shiver down my spine...its akin to same breeze....i am sure...

i am afraid to close my eyes...
.for i fear i see the same face....
everybody around me is telling a lie...
they know...the feelin to me is naive...

yet i believe in me...
i have the faith....
if i need her so badly....
i am sure she is my fate.....

The Wanderer

tere tabussum ko dekh kar duniya bhool gaya
teri aankhoon main apna aks dhoondta hoon
har gali har chaurahe pe har adam se
tere dil ko jaane ka raasta poochta hoon......