In a trap

i am fourteen now..i am in a factory...
a stupendous factory..that chruns out big man..
i realise now.. reaching my dreams...
will be just a serendipity...

Should i thank the world..
for giving the dreams ..that are not mine...
for trying to make me succesful in the world..
destitute of friends..leaving'em all behind...

i look at the horizons for the untamed wind
to blow me away from here....
i look at the large spread of fields....
to give me the mountains, with my pals up there...

but they are not answering...
and with a gasp...
i say to myself..
i am helpless... i am in a trap